Emotions of Love Q#208

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take ‘I don’t know’ foran answer. You feel the way youdo just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

Emotions of Love Q#207

Sometimes I feel like no one cares. Sometimes I feel like no one is there. Sometimes I want to kill myself. Sometimes I think I need some help. Sometimes I feel like I’m alone. Sometimes I’m in an empty zone. Sometimes I feel like I’m not alive. Sometimes I wonder if I’m deprived. Sometimes I think the world should end. Sometimes I think I have no friends. Sometimes I want to make them see that sometimes I wish I wasn’t me…

Emotions of Love Q#206

Don’t you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about and they don’t realize it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you’d rather forget. But you can’t say anything, because then people would know your weaknesses. They’d know how insecure you really are. So instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.

Emotions of Love Q#205

I’ve been treated like shit by too many people, I have my guard up at all times, and I’ve built walls because I’m afraid to ever get hurt again. I’m stubborn because if I’m not I get walked all over. I cry easy because I’m emotional and a wreck. I don’t Make sense half the time because I have too many things run through my head at once. I’m not an easy person to understand.

Emotions of Love Q#204

Every day seems the same to me. I sit around and think about how alone I feel, then I wind up rather enjoying loneliness because it’s the comfort of being sad. Sometimes it feels so right, and sometimes I’d like to be around no one for ten straight years. But I know this feeling can’t bring me places, and I know I’m losing lots of ground, but to keep up means toget up. And why does it have to be the world keeps on changing while I just stay the same? I feel like being down doesn’t mean enough to anyone anymore, and I guess the world has made emotion obsolete. And I don’t think I feel the same ’cause after all, who says what happy really means?

Emotions of Love Q#203

Human beings are funny. 
They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. 

But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.

Does it Matters?

Is it really age doesn't matter when it comes to love?

*** Michael:
Large age differences in a relationship are socially unacceptable so for that reason it matters.
But if you look at it from the perspective of love,
I don't see how a teenager can love someone in their 30's, different levels of maturity, life experiences, stuff like that would make it really difficult to have a proper relationship. I don't really see how it could be love, probably admiration or something similar.

*** Jessica:
Age can matter,
but in reality its the state of mind that counts, as long as your not taken advantage by someone older and vice versa age really dosent matter when it comes to dealing with feeling and heart..