Disease of Your Affection

Disease of Your Affection

Don't lie to make me happy
I don't need a tainted charm
Your false feelings
Bring emotional harm

I am afraid of loneliness
Our love no longer true
But can I stand alone
Without leaning on you

Disease of your affection
Penetrating me
Your beauty like a virus
Attacking violently
Not to worry, I'll be fine

I'll make it through the day
But when tomorrow comes
I'll have the courage to walk away

---Derek del Barrio

Still Thinking Of You

Still Thinking Of You

i haven't found anyone better for me than you
and i'm too stubborn to call you on the phone
i forgot how we got in this situation but i think about you when i'm alone
i all too often dwell on the past though i do so less every day
it's not that i haven't moved on you just impacted my life that way
maybe we'll see each other again but then again maybe not and if that chance arises i'd like to give it a shot

---Derek del Barrio

The Hardest Thing To Do

The Hardest Thing to do in Life is Saying Goodbye

today i learned a lesson that will always be true
saying goodbye to someone is the hardest thing to do
i've never felt a loss until i said goodbye
i thought i was strong and i broke down and cried
never will i forget the times we had though the reflections are happy
it makes me rather sad the most brutal of men cries at the past
i only wish the good times would last so i humor myself i'd smile if i could why can't things work out?
because life isn't supposed to be that good

-Derek del Barrio

Rejection MEQ#85

To be rejected by someone doesn’t mean you should also reject yourself or that you should think of yourself as a lesser person.
It doesn’t mean that nobody will ever love you anymore. Remember that only ONE person has rejected you at the moment, and it only hurt so much because to you,that person’s opinion symbolized the opinion of the whole world, of God.
---Jocelyn Soriano

THE MEANING

To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend.

 To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true;I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you